Pumpkins Journey

My Journey to health and fitness.
Age: 21 H: 5'4" HW: 241 CW:161.4 GW: 120 (Healthy!)

raggedyp0nd:

i-am-not-a-giantspider:

hey—casbutt:

smerchfanatic:

lectricity:

turntechdestiel:

of-gods-and-monsters:

gekkythehalloweenqueen:

thumbcramps:

Wow. I’m sure you’ve all seen this girl’s fantastic tardis dress floating around here the last week or so. She hand painted the inside and everything, and she just looks plain great. But of course, I see it posted on facebook, and the slew of comments begin.

I don’t think it’s a mystery as to why I, as a bigger girl, spend the week before a convention crying because I’m so nervous about what people are going to say about me just because I want to dress up and have fun like everyone else. And there is something really, really fucking wrong with that.

ok THIS IS NOT OK! THIS IS WHY I WANT TO YELL AT PEOPLE IN SOCITEY SOMETIMES! THIS YOUNG WOMAN IS BEAUTIUFL AND SHE LOOKS BRILLANT BUT PEOPLE FEEL THE NEED TO GO OUT OF THIER WAY TO TELL HER OTHERWISE AND THEN PEOPLE WONDER WHY OUR YOUTH WORRY ABOUT OUR WEIGHT OR END UP WITH EATING DIS ORDERS ! seriously this has to stop if you don’t find someone attractive thats fine, but do not, i repeat, DO NOT GO OUT OF YOUR WAY TO BE MEAN TO THEM! would you want someone to treat you this way? or your friends and family this way? no. so think next time before you open your mouths and give a darn compliment instead of hate

[Ive been waiting to use this one for a while] 

Ten out of ten Tens would bang.

[And I’ve been waiting to use this one]

She’s, as The Doctor would call it, Sexy.

I am going to reblog this until she sees the support for her on tumblr. There are good people in the world.

*Crying* I would actually wear this dress!!!!!

not to mention her fucking talent i mean did you read it she hand painted that shit

it just makes me mad because people like that always say everyone is beautiful , but they always make mean comments on people about their weight or looks

See this is why I LOVE tumblr, heres a gorgeous girl with an absolutely AMAZING dress that I wished! I owned and not a mean comment I think she looks amazing! and wow oh wow that talent!! Go ahead honey child!

(via themultifandommess)

alicexz:

The “get these fucking prints out of my sight” giveaway

So, I have an Epson Stylus Photo R3000 printer
I use it for the high-quality 13”x19” Limited Ed. prints in my official shop but recently it has been out to make my head explode by casually putting a random ink splotch on otherwise perfect prints
I am seething with rage!!!!! because it only happens randomly so I don’t know what’s wrong and also I use very expensive paper and ink SO EACH TINY SPLATTER costs me a fuckload
I don’t want to throw out the prints because they look fine otherwise but I also can’t look at them any longer cause THEY ARE FAILURES AND MAKE ME SO ANGRY!!!!
People who follow me on Twitter can attest to my total meltdown and tantrum because of this
They’ve suggested that I sell them as discounted Artist’s Proofs or something but INSTEAD I am going to do a giveaway
Next Saturday, March 16th, I will pick one or two losers winners to receive these prints free of charge. They normally cost $80-$95, and I don’t sell some of these pieces anywhere else, so I figure if anyone wants ‘em and doesn’t mind the imperfections…
The prints are 13”x19” and will be signed and dated and marked “PROOF.” I’ll ship anywhere.
I don’t fucking care how many times you reblog
But try and reblog at least once because the goal is that maybe someone who sees this post is a Printer Whisperer and can tell me why the fuck my printer is being such a douchebag
I don’t fucking care if you’re following me
Get these fuckiNG FAILURES out of my sight!!!!11

alicexz:

The “get these fucking prints out of my sight” giveaway

  • So, I have an Epson Stylus Photo R3000 printer
  • I use it for the high-quality 13”x19” Limited Ed. prints in my official shop but recently it has been out to make my head explode by casually putting a random ink splotch on otherwise perfect prints
  • I am seething with rage!!!!! because it only happens randomly so I don’t know what’s wrong and also I use very expensive paper and ink SO EACH TINY SPLATTER costs me a fuckload
  • I don’t want to throw out the prints because they look fine otherwise but I also can’t look at them any longer cause THEY ARE FAILURES AND MAKE ME SO ANGRY!!!!
  • People who follow me on Twitter can attest to my total meltdown and tantrum because of this
  • They’ve suggested that I sell them as discounted Artist’s Proofs or something but INSTEAD I am going to do a giveaway
  • Next Saturday, March 16th, I will pick one or two losers winners to receive these prints free of charge. They normally cost $80-$95, and I don’t sell some of these pieces anywhere else, so I figure if anyone wants ‘em and doesn’t mind the imperfections…
  • The prints are 13”x19” and will be signed and dated and marked “PROOF.” I’ll ship anywhere.
  • I don’t fucking care how many times you reblog
  • But try and reblog at least once because the goal is that maybe someone who sees this post is a Printer Whisperer and can tell me why the fuck my printer is being such a douchebag
  • I don’t fucking care if you’re following me
  • Get these fuckiNG FAILURES out of my sight!!!!11

(via cumber-hiddles)

heydiddlehiddleston:

endupinflames:

partyinpurgaytory:

handprintonmyshoulder:

awkwardbirds:

luvr4photography:

GUYS
GUYS
GUYS
GUYS
GUYS
GUYS
SIGNAL
BOOST
I
AM
BEGGING
YOU
PLEASE
GUYS
GUYS
ALERT
FUCKING
SPN
FANDOM
ALERT
ALERT
ALERT
ALERT
ALERT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!1

Don’t make Jim hate us guys.He just wants to have his daughter with him, please heed his request.Dude is a sweet guy, but I doubt he’ll forgive anyone bugging his lil girl, especially after asking us nicely not to.

Reblogging this again because it needs the attention. This guy is trusting us as a fandom and we need to respect that.

hes asking nicelyi dont care if “its just a photo” or you want to be tumblr famous or whateverdont fucking do it

DON’T  BE AN ASSHOLE.

DON’T BE THAT GUY.

heydiddlehiddleston:

endupinflames:

partyinpurgaytory:

handprintonmyshoulder:

awkwardbirds:

luvr4photography:

GUYS

GUYS

GUYS

GUYS

GUYS

GUYS

SIGNAL

BOOST

I

AM

BEGGING

YOU

PLEASE

GUYS

GUYS

ALERT

FUCKING

SPN

FANDOM

ALERT

ALERT

ALERT

ALERT

ALERT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!1

Don’t make Jim hate us guys.
He just wants to have his daughter with him, please heed his request.
Dude is a sweet guy, but I doubt he’ll forgive anyone bugging his lil girl, especially after asking us nicely not to.

Reblogging this again because it needs the attention. This guy is trusting us as a fandom and we need to respect that.

hes asking nicely
i dont care if “its just a photo” or you want to be tumblr famous or whatever
dont fucking do it

DON’T  BE AN ASSHOLE.

DON’T BE THAT GUY.

(Source: salm0ndean, via youve-been-coulsoned)

Reblog if you are a wizard or a witch

just-a-theatre-kid:

rachiikins:

eduardo-g-leon:

iwillalwaysbeastarshipranger:

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1.4 million wizards on Tumblr!

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1.4 MILLION WIZARDS ON TUMBLR

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ALMOST 2

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2 Million!

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2.7 Million

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Almost 3 Million!!!!

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4 MILLION!!!!

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LET’S GET THIS TO 5 MILLION!!

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Let’s get 5 million!!!

Instant reblog

I REBLOG THIS EVERY TIME IT’S ON MY DASH.

Expelliarmus! (did i spell that right?)


Too right I am.

Holy shit look at all the notes!

(Source: onlyfagshavethisurl, via themultifandommess)

Weekly Weigh-in

Last Week: 164.4

This Week: 161.6!

Lost 2.8lbs!!!

I think I’m pretty sure thats what the scale said, I’m pretty tired this morning so yeah. But I know it said 161.__ something haha

I’m so happy to have lost this week!!

Its a very good reinforcement that what I’m doing is working.

Everyday this past week, except sunday and monday, I’ve written down everything that I’ve eaten into my phone.

I’ve tried this before with notebooks and stuff but I don’t always have a notebook handy so my phone is a great choice with just a simple Note app.

I’ve been inputting what I’ve eaten into myfitnesspal.com so I have an idea how many calories I’ve been eating.

I feel like my eating has been pretty good this week. Not super healthy but its better and its less. I think I’ve been realizing that I don’t need to eat as much as I have been. 

I’ve noticed that despite my claims I DO eat when I’m bored/stressed. Also I noticed that I have an urge to be eating a lot when i’m driving for work, so I was probably eating a ton of calories in my car just because I was in my car. 

So yes writing down what you eat actually helps, and if you do it right as/after you’ve eaten its so much easier. I also take photos sometimes if I don’t want to write down everything that was in  my meal, so instead of writing salad with 1 cup lettuce, 1/4 c tomatoes, 1/2 c cucumbers, 1/4 of avocado, 1/8 c crab meat, 1 tbsp olive oil, 2 tbsp red wine vinegar. I’ll just write Salad see pic. so much faster :) in the photos I can see whats in the salad and then I can remember how much of what i used. 

Such an awesome start to the day!

Some days I’m just torn.

I want to just be comfortable with my body, I don’t need to be a victoria’s secret model or anything, just me.

At the same time I DO want to lose weight and get healthy.

But I’m lazy. I’m not sure if I’ll workout before work. I’m very tired I went to bed at 6:30am this morning and woke up at 10. I have to go to work in two hours and I can barely get off the couch where I was napping. 

Oh well maybe today will be a rest day and I’ll hit it hard tomorrow.

Theres no shame in that right?

Day 6. Done

Okay so I just did Day 6 of the 30 Day shred, 5 days late, today should have been Day 11 level 2.

Oh well.

I noticed that I really didn’t enjoy it as much, like by a lot. I didn’t really want to do it at all. I hope that after doing it everyday again it’ll get better.

I also noticed my back started hurting a few times which makes it very uncomfortable to do some of the moves, especially the side lungs, not good.

So I think I’m going to chill until I go to work. 

Hatin

Ok so I just feel like bitching a bit so bear with me.

I HATE where I live. I don’t like the city but what I’m really talking about is the apartment I live in. When I moved back up here to live with my boyfriend it was with the understanding that we would try and get our own place together, alone. And I was SUPER excited about that.

So I move up here in January with no where to live but my boyfriends best friend said we could live with him and his mom, they love me so no biggie. 

It was ok because I was under the impression it would be temporary. Flash foward  4 months and I am still living here. In a tiny two bedroom apartment with four people. 

I feel no sense of comfort here, even when I have the house to myself. I hate feeling uncomfortable in the place I’m supposed to call home. I hate having all my things in boxes and not being able to access 85% of it and I hate using other peoples things. 

I’ve been trying to do a bit of cooking lately, posts to come, and I’ve had to use our friends mom’s kitchen equipment which is, how do I say..cheap? It’s not very good quality stuff, the knifes barely cut cucumbers. 

Plus the house is cluttered! My boyfriends friends mom is a pack rat. Mess and clutter bothers me so again its just more stressed added onto an already stressful situation. 

I just want to feel comfortable and I can’t. My boyfriend doesn’t love the situation but its okay for him. And at this point theres no point in finding a place of our own because we are hoping to move in late May/june. Not sure where too yet but I don’t want to live here anymore I just can’t deal with it. 

I am extremely grateful that we are allowed to live here and that we have a place to live at all, that’s a privilege many don’t have. 

Ok. I lied. Tomorrow will be Day 6.

What started out as a great day turned awful very quickly..

I need to know a few things so I’m going to just write it down for me.

My BMR (Basal Metabolic Rate), which is the number of calories I burn simply by staying alive is 1574.85. 

So lets round down to be safe.

1,574 so technically if I ate around 1,500 calories a day I would maintain my weight, correct?

And in order to lose 1lb of fat I’d have to burn 3,500 calories. So if I wanted to lose a pound a week I’d have to burn 3,500 calories in that week or roughly 700 calories a day.

Now thats a deficit of 700 a day, not just burning that many. 

So I think I definitely need to lower my calorie intake, and definitely  not eat like yesterday( O.O ) and up the calorie burning.

Now I have to go do math. dang it.